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truly a bad day.
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i've been working out of town lately, and you know what i get when i finally get back home?
my pc is busted. idk why, when i try to boot it, it doesn't respond. the light is on, the fan is working, there are some computer-y sounds and all. but the screen is left blank, the keyboard is not responding, and even after i waited for an hour, nothing came out.
started to get nervous, i don't have any back-ups, i contacted almost all my friends. most of em just shrugs, and some can only came to the conclusion that, "it's about time" well, this is an old PC afterall, but i've been taking a good care of it, i installed many antivirus, maintenance program, i do maintenance every 2 weeks, and make sure that there's always at least 50% of memory left.
one things let to another, now i just bought a new hard-disk. everything is gone.
my games, save games, photos, videos, films, songs, projects, comics, novels, porns, all of em are gone...
May is not a good month afterall.
expect me be absent for a couple of month. all my projects and photos are there, there's nothing i can post here.
my pc is busted. idk why, when i try to boot it, it doesn't respond. the light is on, the fan is working, there are some computer-y sounds and all. but the screen is left blank, the keyboard is not responding, and even after i waited for an hour, nothing came out.
started to get nervous, i don't have any back-ups, i contacted almost all my friends. most of em just shrugs, and some can only came to the conclusion that, "it's about time" well, this is an old PC afterall, but i've been taking a good care of it, i installed many antivirus, maintenance program, i do maintenance every 2 weeks, and make sure that there's always at least 50% of memory left.
one things let to another, now i just bought a new hard-disk. everything is gone.
my games, save games, photos, videos, films, songs, projects, comics, novels, porns, all of em are gone...
May is not a good month afterall.
expect me be absent for a couple of month. all my projects and photos are there, there's nothing i can post here.
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just a quick journal. (it's been a long time since i've write a journal. a new one wouldn't hurt)
so,i'm just a normal fanboy. a big fan of Islam,a big fan of black people,and a big fan of Green Lantern. i've been a fan of Hal Jordan since few years back (not that much,no. i'm a beginner in comics) i downloaded the comics,watch the movie,and all. when suddenly,DC starts the New 52,to which i say,"screw this" and stop fanboy-ing for a year. i mean,that's crazy... what's that for,DC? rebooting your history,re-writing some of them,and,make Superman younger and badass-er? screw you! who wants Supes to be young and badass? we want badass,we go to Batman,we want young,we go to.... idk.. something. the thing is,we all love the good old Superman. his boy-scout tendency,polite manner,patients,and a-bit-old physique so we know that he have been in the business as long as we can remember... seriously,i hate DC for that. i stopped reading comics because of that (and somehow,i stop reading Marvel comics and Mangas as well). and i thought,i would never read them again,when suddenly,Simon Baz. he's muslim,he's black,and he's a Green Lantern. and not a young badass as well (okay,he's young,but at least,in my eyes,he looks older than Supes) he's a dream come true...
i don't know about you people,but i've been thinking about the Comic industry lately,DC has started many friendly manner towards Muslims. they created Muslim characters,Muslim important characters,Muslim heroes, and not the stereotype one too,but what about the other? say,Marvel,the biggest there is. i've never seen an Arabic/Muslim important protagonist character in their comics. maybe there is one,and i just never seen it,but that's very unlikely. instead,the old muslim-terrorists stereotype is still easy to find,here and there,then and now.
well,that's all there is. the point? the point is there,somewhere,idk. the point is,to eat your lunch carefully and slowly so you don't have to go to the toilet every 5 minutes. seriously,people,my stomach is burning!
okay,this is suppose to be a quick journal. i just accidentally got into the flow...
so,i'm just a normal fanboy. a big fan of Islam,a big fan of black people,and a big fan of Green Lantern. i've been a fan of Hal Jordan since few years back (not that much,no. i'm a beginner in comics) i downloaded the comics,watch the movie,and all. when suddenly,DC starts the New 52,to which i say,"screw this" and stop fanboy-ing for a year. i mean,that's crazy... what's that for,DC? rebooting your history,re-writing some of them,and,make Superman younger and badass-er? screw you! who wants Supes to be young and badass? we want badass,we go to Batman,we want young,we go to.... idk.. something. the thing is,we all love the good old Superman. his boy-scout tendency,polite manner,patients,and a-bit-old physique so we know that he have been in the business as long as we can remember... seriously,i hate DC for that. i stopped reading comics because of that (and somehow,i stop reading Marvel comics and Mangas as well). and i thought,i would never read them again,when suddenly,Simon Baz. he's muslim,he's black,and he's a Green Lantern. and not a young badass as well (okay,he's young,but at least,in my eyes,he looks older than Supes) he's a dream come true...
i don't know about you people,but i've been thinking about the Comic industry lately,DC has started many friendly manner towards Muslims. they created Muslim characters,Muslim important characters,Muslim heroes, and not the stereotype one too,but what about the other? say,Marvel,the biggest there is. i've never seen an Arabic/Muslim important protagonist character in their comics. maybe there is one,and i just never seen it,but that's very unlikely. instead,the old muslim-terrorists stereotype is still easy to find,here and there,then and now.
well,that's all there is. the point? the point is there,somewhere,idk. the point is,to eat your lunch carefully and slowly so you don't have to go to the toilet every 5 minutes. seriously,people,my stomach is burning!
okay,this is suppose to be a quick journal. i just accidentally got into the flow...
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Accident
1 min read
Dear god.... i having an auto accident this day...
this is the first time i fall from my motorcycle so hard and fast that make me rolin more than (maybe) 10 feet...
my sign lamp was break,so does my foot step...
i thought it would be okay,since i don't really care with my body (my motor comes up first) but then,i realize that my left vertebra (shoulder bone) was shifted.. it's not that hurt,but i'm worried about my parents comments bout this... they always blame me no matter what,as long as i don't have any job,they'll keep doing that...
i'm the victim... what i've done??
this is the first time i fall from my motorcycle so hard and fast that make me rolin more than (maybe) 10 feet...
my sign lamp was break,so does my foot step...
i thought it would be okay,since i don't really care with my body (my motor comes up first) but then,i realize that my left vertebra (shoulder bone) was shifted.. it's not that hurt,but i'm worried about my parents comments bout this... they always blame me no matter what,as long as i don't have any job,they'll keep doing that...
i'm the victim... what i've done??
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another miserable day
2 min read
it was me or what? i really dont understand it,how could i easily runaway from those problem i may need someday? i cant be a tough guy no matter what,no matter how old i am,i will be just like this over n over the year...
sebuah keberanian seharusnya diambil saat kita dan orang di sekitar kita pikir kita harus menggunakannya,one thing i never had,saat saya berkata "kita dan orang di sekitar kita" saya menyadari alasan paling tepat mengapa saya tak pernah bisa berani,its just becoz,"there was only me,me and me only there was no "others" no and never will... poor me....
dont be like me,somehow,people around me managed to quietly like my style, (i dont know why or how) i just can say,that NO!! it was so terrible to be me,coz it was me! don't be me! be somebody else.... maybe i do all the things i do in front of you coz one thing,i dont want people to know my problem,i always hide it under my big body,under my unique style of walking,n things.... to be honest,dont be yourself if you cant get with it... the "be yourself" quote is fuckin wrong.. the one who say that is idiotically wrong!! DO NOT BE YOURSELF IF YOU THINK YOU CANT GET ALONG WITH IT!! be somebody else if it was the best u can do...
be independence! u r alone! nobody's there to help u out of the hole,nobody's out there to say "be patient" nobody! please,keep it in mind,YOU ARE ALONE!! BE INDEPENDENCE! DO NOT DEPENDING ON EVERYBODY ELSE!! YOU ARE ALONE!! ALONE!
sebuah keberanian seharusnya diambil saat kita dan orang di sekitar kita pikir kita harus menggunakannya,one thing i never had,saat saya berkata "kita dan orang di sekitar kita" saya menyadari alasan paling tepat mengapa saya tak pernah bisa berani,its just becoz,"there was only me,me and me only there was no "others" no and never will... poor me....
dont be like me,somehow,people around me managed to quietly like my style, (i dont know why or how) i just can say,that NO!! it was so terrible to be me,coz it was me! don't be me! be somebody else.... maybe i do all the things i do in front of you coz one thing,i dont want people to know my problem,i always hide it under my big body,under my unique style of walking,n things.... to be honest,dont be yourself if you cant get with it... the "be yourself" quote is fuckin wrong.. the one who say that is idiotically wrong!! DO NOT BE YOURSELF IF YOU THINK YOU CANT GET ALONG WITH IT!! be somebody else if it was the best u can do...
be independence! u r alone! nobody's there to help u out of the hole,nobody's out there to say "be patient" nobody! please,keep it in mind,YOU ARE ALONE!! BE INDEPENDENCE! DO NOT DEPENDING ON EVERYBODY ELSE!! YOU ARE ALONE!! ALONE!
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